Silent initiation

From ~~~ Ramana Smrti, P.53.

THE SILENT INITIATION OF BHAGAVAN SRI RAMANA
By Maha Krishna Swami.

IN 1938, I was taken to Bhagavan.
His face radiated serenity and endless love.
I prostrated myself before him and then he said to me,
“It seems you have been called”.

After thus greeting me,
he became deeply absorbed.
Without looking at anyone or anything,
he was penetrating into my innermost Self.

Suddenly, he turned to me and,
with a look that acquired an indescribable intensity,
aroused in me quietness, deep peace
and a great compassion for all the beings of the universe.

From that day on, I knew that Bhagavan
was not an ordinary master but a Universal Sadguru.

I then began to tune myself to his upadesa,
which I perceived was vitalizing
and transforming me in every way.

I knew that what I could absorb of the light of initiation
would be according to my own efforts.

I was to develop more and more control of my thoughts,
to calm my mind for receiving
the subtle vibrations radiated by Bhagavan.

One day He told me,

“Silence is the most powerful form of teaching
transmitted from master to adept.
The soundless voice is pure intuition.
It is the voice of spiritual sound
speaking in our innermost being.
Self-enquiry is the only path we have
in order to eliminate spiritual unconsciousness,
which is widespread.
Self-enquiry brings the consciousness of the divine,
the universal truth and the light that governs the universe.
All this must be known, felt, lived and realized.
In order to realize this truth,
we need to eliminate the thinking mind,
to dissolve it in the Universal Self ”.

To forget the ego and discover the universal Being,
not as one being discovering another,
but through the Self consciousness of this Being itself,
is the direct path taught by Bhagavan.

After practising Self-enquiry for a period of time
one awakens a current of consciousness,
the supreme consciousness,
that is never affected by the destruction of the body.

Bhagavan recommends,

“Effort is necessary to move oneself
deeper and deeper in the practice of Self-enquiry,
not philosophising on the subject.
Firm determination is necessary to achieve experience,
not trying to find it at one particular point.
This is to be done until the ego is consumed
and only the Self remains”.

The Self is eternal kindness
and boundless love, the sole reality.
It shines like the sun and reveals itself
as soon as the false thought is destroyed
and no residue remains,
for this thought is the cause
of the appearance of false forms.

Diving into the right side of the chest,
the adept enters into the attitude of silence.
Thoughts disappear
and the state of consciousness,
‘I am that I am’, arises.

Bhagavan spoke very little,
and showed the world
how much could be transmitted by silence.

With his attitude of serene benevolence he set all at ease,
removing all criticism and surrounding everyone
with the most pure universal love.

I felt with absolute certainty
that all the knowledge to be gained
would be simply assimilated from his holy presence,
for I had caught the truth
that he is the link to the formless Being.

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